from a solipsist

Shrouded in darkness,, i try to peek
at the gateway to life,, that im still trying to seek
with doubts in my mind
i still take my calls.......
and faith in my might
helps me up from my fall.......

the beginning was weak, the course no better
the end is no fucking sweeter,,
like marble i shine, walking through corridors
no-one fucks with my mind, or touches anymore
like venom spewing from a double-tongued snake
i take what is mine, leaving nothing at stake
you cant cut a peice of flesh and call it a steak
until its borrowed, snatched or stolen from someone else
Ive heard too much bullshit, tasted it too
my world aint a pretty picture for pussies like you
Cuz you speak no evil or hear it no more
but you act like satan's son-in-law
A shower of meteors may crush your brain
but my single question will pulverise your mane..
My voice will haunt you even in your deepest sleep
your vigil wont let u run away from me
its the hate that dwells in my insides
that will blacken your soul,,
please no more tears from your eyes
i will suck them sore,,

You bitch, you took it for granted
now u wont get it, no matter how badly you want-it
I live in my mind, my mind is my sail
i stay uptight, truth is my game
i have no shame, or no tears
cuz pussies like you deserve only fear
your life is blank, crumples like newspaper
past scribbled all over it, and smudges of tears
you lay deep in a pit, and i smirk at your state
people who do wrong, have wrong in their fate..

I fear no mortal, i play with God
My mind is my sanctum, but i am My Lord
Live like qween, but command like a king
cutting your fancies with my diamond ring.

Open your eyes, and collect your broken pieces
Cause if your dealing with me..
... you better throw out your shit.