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i look at me,,rite ther..rite now
n i c me,,cryin den ,, cryin now,,
i luk at me smile den,, a lil more,,lil less
i c me,,dyin der..now dead ,,to be blessed
i c arnd me,, i saw den..
i feel now,,i felt den..
i lived den,,i live now..
but lost,, i still luk above---

wats d differnce..
why is d confusion..
y do tremble each day..
y are my knees weak now...
wen dey wernt den..
wen i laughed boldly at dem..
n i shy away now..
shunnin away tears..
living my fears....
i loved den,, n love now..
i felt den..i feel now
it was dark den,, but its darker now..
i was blind den..but know i c..
wher my mistakes have lead me..
wher i rise,, i fall..
n den i collapse n crawl..
it waz rough den,, n rougher now..
it was tough den,, but tougher now...
drained evry drop,, consumed evry thought
thundered n crashed..but understood d fact
dat beauty doesnt live long,,just d way d sun dusnt shine ferover...
smiles dont last long,, but sumday convert in2 a tear...
hopped out,,slipped away....
just like sunshine,, u faded away..
leavin me in d darkness,, n now in a light..
a strong flash,, darkened my sight
leavin me shinin, left me blinded
i still cannot see....
i still dont believe dis is what i feel..
i still dont belive dis who i can be !